Please read the post bellow before reading this blog.

I have modified this from one of the people who job it is to work at the uni, His blog is great

http://mikejolly.blogspot.com/

But I'm not going to...I'm not going to cave into temptation. I am not going to hide and not produce these clips or run behind the camera if gods will is for me to be the one speaking.

I'm not taking the easy road out.I'm not giving up.I am a leader and God has called me to that position, I must lead by example even when I don't feel adequate for the task.I know that I am going to do the Video Clips because how I feel doesn't rule and dictate terms to me and my life. I don't serve my feelings but my creator who loved and died for me when I didn't deserve it.I have confidence in the Messages god has placed on my heart and they maybe a excellent tool for effective evangelism

While I do not have confidence in myself and abilities that God has given me to talk to people and to be an effective evangelist I have confidance that the lord can use me in this way. I have confidence because the lord has worked hard to prepare myself and my brain for the big task. I have confidence in God who is greater than myself and my efforts.I have confidence in the gospel and I'm nor ashamed to call myself a Christian.I have confidence in the Bible that God's word speaks powerfully to people today.I have confidence in the power of prayer.Lastly I have confidence in you the reader sitting in front of your computer at home that you'll also cry out to the God of the Universe to save people through these clips and bring the gospel to bear on their lives. May God be glorified.

I Will talk more about why I posted this is my next few posts which will hopefully be in the next few days.