Got counter strike the other day spent abit of time online messing around with that with a few friends from the coast. Over all been a good time and talked slightly to them about Jesus and alot of laning and gaming. Though we did hit the grog pretty bad on sat night which I fealt guilty about for awhile. Helped me rember we are all human and we still need christs forgivness.
Any way I will update it soon with some thing more substanual
ragards mark
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Well I started out my holidays lazing around, downloading movies and relaxing. Had a great time. However University is about to begin in just a couple of weeks and have not finished 1/1000 of the things I wanted to. I wish I had started earlier on the things god is calling me to do.
There is one good thing the more I do for god the more at peace I feel, the more motivated I am, and the less things of this world worry me.
I heard Peter (the pastor from forth) give a sermon on the will of god he pointed out as we spend more time in pray, in being the people god calls us to be the more god transforms our will and our heart to be alighned with his and the easier the tough roads become.
Looking back on the past few weeks I begin to see how true it is.
There is one good thing the more I do for god the more at peace I feel, the more motivated I am, and the less things of this world worry me.
I heard Peter (the pastor from forth) give a sermon on the will of god he pointed out as we spend more time in pray, in being the people god calls us to be the more god transforms our will and our heart to be alighned with his and the easier the tough roads become.
Looking back on the past few weeks I begin to see how true it is.
Thursday, February 8, 2007
God is Amazing
About a week ago I was feeling like crap, for one reason and another. Then I went away to a Christian conference. Through the conference our heavenly father gave me a new sense of purpose, of self belief, of strength to continue the war. Through gods strength I have been revived and restored.
You see through numerous events I started to become more and more focused on my own will, my own battles and wars. Slowly over last year I was still worshiping god, still holding on to whom he is, still seeking him however circumstances slowly pulled my attention in every day life away from him. Such events include, car crashes, beginning to fall for numerous girls, Uni study, fighting various lies, Sister in a bad state, a flat mate accessing child pornography on my laptop and trying to work out what I should do, battling with parents to trying get enough money for food on the table + to cover the internet and phone and at the some time have enough money that I can live some sort of social life. Balancing my time in the way god wants me to.
You see if the Evil one can not claim our soul he try’s to make us less productive for god. Some times through lies and self dought. Some times through over people, some times through guilt, some times through circumstances beyond our control. All we can do is ask god to help us stand our ground, and to help us carry the crosses we are called to carry. In time God is victories stand strong and believe this, and every thing else will be ok.
You see through numerous events I started to become more and more focused on my own will, my own battles and wars. Slowly over last year I was still worshiping god, still holding on to whom he is, still seeking him however circumstances slowly pulled my attention in every day life away from him. Such events include, car crashes, beginning to fall for numerous girls, Uni study, fighting various lies, Sister in a bad state, a flat mate accessing child pornography on my laptop and trying to work out what I should do, battling with parents to trying get enough money for food on the table + to cover the internet and phone and at the some time have enough money that I can live some sort of social life. Balancing my time in the way god wants me to.
You see if the Evil one can not claim our soul he try’s to make us less productive for god. Some times through lies and self dought. Some times through over people, some times through guilt, some times through circumstances beyond our control. All we can do is ask god to help us stand our ground, and to help us carry the crosses we are called to carry. In time God is victories stand strong and believe this, and every thing else will be ok.
Friday, February 2, 2007
Coast to Launcestone
Well had a great few days in Launcestone. I spent some time with my sis gran and cusin. Each have helped in their own sort of way as I am strugleing with different challengers at the moment.
Gran was lovely and showed me the careing kind and going out of way to helping people side of humanity that so often gets lost today. While my cusin helped me deal with both my temptation that has been building for obtaining money by driving certain products from plants between the coast and hobart. To obtain money, and my growing tempation to get high through means such as anti depresents. I hope her seeing my sinful side made her realise christians have their own proublems its just we have forgivness of god. As she is one of these people who is interested in religion but finds it hard to accept christianty.
While my sister read me some bible verse on the way back and that was very very very helpful. Aloud me to see area's god wanted me to change on.
Gran was lovely and showed me the careing kind and going out of way to helping people side of humanity that so often gets lost today. While my cusin helped me deal with both my temptation that has been building for obtaining money by driving certain products from plants between the coast and hobart. To obtain money, and my growing tempation to get high through means such as anti depresents. I hope her seeing my sinful side made her realise christians have their own proublems its just we have forgivness of god. As she is one of these people who is interested in religion but finds it hard to accept christianty.
While my sister read me some bible verse on the way back and that was very very very helpful. Aloud me to see area's god wanted me to change on.
Thursday, February 1, 2007
Call out to god
All relationships between Fathers and Sons are complex why should our relationship with our adopted Father the lord of all creation be any different?
Deep down it my heart I know all thats in the bible is true however I strugle the constant loneleness that often comes with being in this world. The trusting in god that every thing is going to be ok when their is so much evil around me. The falling in love with women and being regected time after time.
Though God has shown me his power to hill from time to time, though god has given me visions from time to time, though god has helped me through dificult times when will the lord allow me to rest?
When will the lord give me a persen to shair life with and to help me grow further in relationship with him by providing me with a sole mate in the flesh? I have seen enough of Jesus to Believe yet at times I would love to walk away into the sins of the world. To run from the pains of fighting the good fight and be high on drugs in a fools utophia. For the promises of gods seem so far away, Heavenly Father I need your help more then ever.
Help me bring people to you, Help to walk in your will, Help me fight for the starving, to sow the seads for your word were ever you may lead me. Help me with the compainship I need as I live away from my family. Help me come close to you again. I feel your love and presence in songs of worship lord even if its only for a min.
Father Help me except your will and wait for your timing. Help me to live by your ways for all this can only be done through you might lord of heaven and earth. UBA (Father) Let me live by your will.
Deep down it my heart I know all thats in the bible is true however I strugle the constant loneleness that often comes with being in this world. The trusting in god that every thing is going to be ok when their is so much evil around me. The falling in love with women and being regected time after time.
Though God has shown me his power to hill from time to time, though god has given me visions from time to time, though god has helped me through dificult times when will the lord allow me to rest?
When will the lord give me a persen to shair life with and to help me grow further in relationship with him by providing me with a sole mate in the flesh? I have seen enough of Jesus to Believe yet at times I would love to walk away into the sins of the world. To run from the pains of fighting the good fight and be high on drugs in a fools utophia. For the promises of gods seem so far away, Heavenly Father I need your help more then ever.
Help me bring people to you, Help to walk in your will, Help me fight for the starving, to sow the seads for your word were ever you may lead me. Help me with the compainship I need as I live away from my family. Help me come close to you again. I feel your love and presence in songs of worship lord even if its only for a min.
Father Help me except your will and wait for your timing. Help me to live by your ways for all this can only be done through you might lord of heaven and earth. UBA (Father) Let me live by your will.
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