Past 24 hours.

Past 24 well proubly 26 hours know.
During the past 24 to 28 or so hours I have seen the lord work in such a strong way, SO LET ME JUST SAY FIRST OUR GOD IS AN ALLSOME GOD. Ok moving on from that statement that is so true, and I feel like shouting so that all the universe can hear 24 hours aday, to the massage that I want to write.

Since the con christian group god has been showing me what it means to carry the cross,not just a cross made out of craft wood or bollsa wood, not just a cross that I place around my neck to say I believe in Jesus Christ as Lord but to carring the cross that the bible calls us to do. To live as though you are allready dead and to serve god with all your life some would call this being a religious fantic most likely.

So what does this mean?
1: GOD COMES FIRST IN ALL THINGS
2: All money and all I have is God's
3: I will no longer purchase or buy things for the sake of my self. Drinks take aways you name it (I will not purchase it unless little other option at the time) I can only do this through the strength of the holly spirit
4: No uni work or any thing else will come in front of what gods doing in my day to day life
5: I will use my time wisely.

In the past I have prayed that I become a slave for Christ or that I will carry the cross but, it was like god said no you are not ready, as such he allso did not show me what it truely meant its like he was saying I have more work to do in you before I can take you on that journey.
Since he has shown me what it means and has called me to carry the cross my walk with god has been amazing. Though I know that their will be times when the cross gets heavy and I may even drop it for a time by going back to my own strength or giving in to sin in another way I know their will be god and christians their helping me pick the cross back up. THis is because god is a Amazing god. he has allowed me to rest in him ready for the rough road ahead. The norrow road he has set out for each one of us to find when the time is right to do so.

So pray for me and that he may give me wisedom and guidance on a day to day level as well as for the longer term if that is what he desires that through his grace I may carry my cross, along the road he has set out.

Also in the last week or two time after time he keeps showing me Mosses, in relation to ministery, and other area's of my life I do not know if god has shown me fully why yet so pray for guidance on this.

May god be with you, Mark