Weirdness

Well I have been getting ready for my 21st party, Tonight I handed out the inverstations I do not know who is going if many people will or not. This brought up the topic of do you who do you invite and is it ok to invite every one but one persen from a group? Why is that question so complex? Well because the persen i was debating wever to invite I used to have so strong feelings for her. Now I still have some feelings though I don;t know what they are as they are no were near as strong. So how do I know I don;t still love her, well thats because I have started falling for a few other girls (most of them are rebound I know). Well actually it is slightly less and more complicated then that in that I don;t want to treat her any different to the other people from baywest. I have invited every one else from my last years bible study, and most of her friends so I gave her an inverstation that felt weird. Persenaly I don;t want her to come to the party if this wierdness brought on by us both ignoreing each other is going to contue and if the ignoring is going to stop for one night wells she is quiet welcome to come. I am not saying at the moment I want to be her best friend because that may bring back my emotions however to be on talking terms again and to have a random converstation about nothing know and then would be nice. (more or less the akwedness to stop.)