About a week ago I was feeling like crap, for one reason and another. Then I went away to a Christian conference. Through the conference our heavenly father gave me a new sense of purpose, of self belief, of strength to continue the war. Through gods strength I have been revived and restored.
You see through numerous events I started to become more and more focused on my own will, my own battles and wars. Slowly over last year I was still worshiping god, still holding on to whom he is, still seeking him however circumstances slowly pulled my attention in every day life away from him. Such events include, car crashes, beginning to fall for numerous girls, Uni study, fighting various lies, Sister in a bad state, a flat mate accessing child pornography on my laptop and trying to work out what I should do, battling with parents to trying get enough money for food on the table + to cover the internet and phone and at the some time have enough money that I can live some sort of social life. Balancing my time in the way god wants me to.
You see if the Evil one can not claim our soul he try’s to make us less productive for god. Some times through lies and self dought. Some times through over people, some times through guilt, some times through circumstances beyond our control. All we can do is ask god to help us stand our ground, and to help us carry the crosses we are called to carry. In time God is victories stand strong and believe this, and every thing else will be ok.
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